In my early 30's I found myself very far from where I'd thought I would be. The hopeful and idealistic views of my 20's had worn off. I had recently married and we had moved to the United States. It wasn't the first time I had moved to another country, but this time it was different. I was isolated and stuck. I felt emotionally drained, trapped and lonely. I had lost my sense of self and direction. To improve my circumstances, I initially applied some spiritual and metaphysi